Sorry, but I need to vent

Okay, I have been sick for a week straight, and I am sick of it!! I want to breathe freely and stop blowing my nose every thirty seconds. Of course I am super thankful that my fever is gone and I've stopped throwing up. Also, my throat is much better, thanks.

Being sick makes me cranky, so I could just be over reacting here, but someone please shoot me if I ever tell you I am getting married again. I swear I cannot do it!! I would much rather be the crazy lady who lives in the big house by herself with twenty or so dogs (sorry, not really a cat person). I could be a cool aunt though, because I am learning from the best. (No rush, Karen, I think five or ten years sounds good to me...)

I am so sorry this is such a negative post, but my ex-husband is stooping to all time lows. I just can't wrap my head around it. How can the man I met and married be the man who is purposely driving me crazy (and not in a good way) today? What happened? I sometimes wonder what I did to deserve this, but I can't think of anything. I have a temper, I know, but other than that, I was a good wife. I tried to be supportive and loving as much as I could be, but Eric just didn't care about my health problems and wouldn't step up like he needed to. And now he's blaming me, and rubbing my face in his new relationship. Like I care if there is another woman in his life. That's certainly not something new.

All I have to say to his girlfriend is good luck. You'll need it. You see how he treats me now, just wait until he's tired of you. He cheated on me to be with you twice, and there were other girls in between. Trust me, he won't change for you. He's meaner now than he's ever been. I don't know how or why you two have convinced yourselves that I am the bad guy since Eric can't handle his responsibilities. Just because the judge signed the paperwork doesn't mean all of our situations have settled. Sorry, but you'll have to keep dealing with me until everything is cleared up. It's called being an adult.

Okay, so I don't know if either of them will ever read this, so I am apologizing again for my negative blog. To my other readers, thanks for your love and support. I couldn't have survived so far with out you. Thanks for letting me vent. Here's hoping the next blog is a little happier.

By the way, I took myself to see "Fools Gold" tonight. It's a very good comedy, I highly recommend it for my adult or older teen friends. There's nothing bad in it, I just don't think a younger child would get it. Anyway, I bring it up because Tess and Finn (Kate Hudson and Matthew McConaughey) get divorced in the beginning of the movie. Finn is late to the meeting with the judge, so Tess has to go through it alone. She says, "Do you have any idea how humiliating it is to get divorced by yourself?" Yes, actually, I do.