There has been a lot going on in my world lately. I'm feeling a little lost.
My mom and her boyfriend finally got engaged. I'm happy for them because Mom deserves to be happy but the engagement has brought a lot of feelings and realizations to mind I'd never considered. What does Mom getting married to someone other than Dad mean for me and my sister? I mean in the eternal scheme of things.
I'm also feeling a little jealous and very selfish. I'm feeling very not proud of myself right now. I should just be happy for Mom but I can't help wishing it was me (and Adam). I know it will happen for us when the time is right. I'm just not very good at being patient.
I really am excited for Mom. She's very happy and that is good. Plus her ring is gorgeous and looks beautiful on her. (I got to approve it... that was fun-thanks, Jay!) I love both my parents very very much and I just want everyone to be happy.
2 comments:
that's so exciting for you mom! i had no idea! and i'm sure your time will come soon...i hope it does! : )
Things for you are getting better all of the time, I'm sure you will have your happy ending (I mean beginning) one day soon.
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